My last Unposted Letter

This happened long back when i was in +2...i think i started to hate "waiting" for anything after this incident...I strongly believe i can never fall in love,not that i hate love,but because iam not so confident of myself that i would love ardently...hey hey wait wait...iam not a lover,so i think i should not explain what is love?ofcourse there are many around you to explain...ok lets not deviate from the heading...

I was eagerly waiting for a letter...waited...waited...waited(trying to get u into the effect....haha),you know how long i waited!!!for one month...that was the longest time i suppose no one would wait for a letter...ofcourse not so long compared to the love proposal...atlast i decided to write a letter than to wait for the letter...yes thts the better idea...so i started the letter enveloping all my feelings of the whole long one month....huh so need to post the letter...but should i???so waited for one more day...
hey i got the letter...that was the happiest moment i ever had...who knows thers going to be dumb moments in the future...started searching for the feelings i expected...till the last few lines, i felt i was the happiest creature on this heavenly earth...but ya then it was the unexpected reveal..."Lets stop contacting thru letters...bcoz my friends...i think u can understand...". Seriously who said i can understand,i cannot understand anything...who the hell are ur friends...iam not bothered about anyone,when i get the letter...i really live in my world,when i go thru the letter...
That was the last letter...i ever wrote...which i never posted...Now what about my feelings????? Lasted in my Last Unposted Letter....who the hell bothers me????? Uffff...this is one of my feelings i never included in a letter...hahaha...

P.S: All feelings i felt to write to post this blog are Fictitious...if they relate to any real incidents that is only coincidence...no offenses meant...

why reservation???

I dont know why these try to wake me up so early,some trying to peep through the glass and find a gap between the curtains to directly touch my face,the only part in my body not covered in this chilled rainy season in bangalore, the other forcing me come out of my blanket and the other continuously ringing almost in my ear.Actually i was amid a dream about the reservation & anti-reservation chaos going on in the country...
Firstly hats off to the medicos in Aiims and all others who strongly are opposing reservations.Iam not against anti-reservation; but the mails,messages,smss' and other communication channels really screwed me up.ok i will start narrating my dream.I woke up early in the morning and surprisingly,i was browsing through some newspaper sites instead of my favourite site(as my frnds say,ofcourse i feel the same).Suddenly i came accross Mr.Arjun singh's statement in the headlines,withdrawing all his proposals he had put forth regarding reservations.Each and every one who took part directly or indirectly are happy with the statement.
To everyone's surprise Mr.Arjun singh placed a committee to find out the measures to uplift the backward ppl(some indians like to be called this as some say...do they really like to be called,did they ever tell anyone...).
[Do u really think our minister is going to do that,he is very much intersted in placing a new proposal to get popular...]
Every medico who took a greater role in Anti-Reservation got realized by our minister's act and so decided to go to every village and offer every poor family free treatment and teach them measures to keep good health and offer them free education with the help of other students from other fields.
[Medicos as we know,they shout when they face any problems and they are not concerned with the other problems in the country and lured by the packages in other rich countries.Other students(we can address them as merits who miss the seats in top institutes bcoz of reservation) get the seats where they want and just fly away from the country, not bothering about why reservation should be given or not given,because his offsprings are not going to stay here and face these problems in this damn country where there is no value for Merit.]
One of our friends who was very impressive in creating songs for anti-reservation, starts creating albums to influence people to encourage them to help poor and bkwd people.
[No way he does this, now no one gets impressed by his work as they are busy in other activities.]
Here comes our great friend whose was really the great participation in forwarding mails,messages,sms and other damn things.He now sends mails,messages,sms to all his friends to help the poor and bkwd people so that there will not again be a damn discussion on reservation.
[He is very happy with minister's statement and starts forwarding mails,messages,sms and other things showing his happiness and praising all his friends for the great work, instead of doing some constructive deeds.]
My goodness its not someone trying to wake me up, its sunlight,coolbreeze and my alarm.Its not even early,the time is 8:50am and i have to attend a class.I could not finish my dream,otherwise I would be happy as there will be no discussion on reservation agian, because there will be nothing called "backward" and "scheduled" as everyone is equal now.

Ok after writing this blog,am i against reservation or not? Iam sure im not against reservation or willing towards reservation, because there are still people who live in the outskirts of villages(even outskirts of cities ofcourse sometimes they are overcrowded,but wht about villages.) near the graveyards.Why are they living there?do they like living there away from others?Our great friends who say there should be no reservation based on the religion,are they going to respect these people if they live with them?
Iam not supporting reservations,because i strongly believe that there should be no reservation based on religion,it should be limited to the financial status of a family.I also know how merit students suffer sometimes probably many a times because of this(i personally saw my best friends worry as they could not get good seats for their ranks).As we should not lose the talented young spirits which is going in vain.There should be nothing called a religion, Govt. should pass an act to stop people carrying the names of religions.It would be difficult in the beginning to follow this act,but atleast our next generations will have the freedom of living together with no religious feelings inside.
Iam not offensive or defensive but trying to influence those who not even care about the backward religions.

A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.!!(@copyright "Shahid")

My Grand mother used to say, to get the love of mother, God took birth on earth as a humanbeing and cherished in the lap of a mother...but i feel that he also created a best friend for everyone.Lord Krishna's best friend was Kubera,the best example of best friend.
Friendship is the heavenly relation every humanbeing is blessed with.Who exactly is a Friend?I want a friend who never misunderstands me.If thers a situation in which i had to be more favourable to others than my friend,my friend knows wht iam and reacts accordingly and ofcourse i should know him than he himself does and be the same.
Just imagine how a person can believe in a person only because of friendship...who has no blood relation,no f****** c**** relation,thts the magic of friendship...i really feel jealous of those ppl who never let partition in their friendship...i had seen many ppl settle with their families as neighbours.I sometimes feel sad for not being their friend.
Iam very thankful to God for the best friends iam gifted with.I feel proud to say that iam still in contact with my best friends from childhood.I have a habit,i dont know if its good or not,thts my habit anyway.I never dare to talk to ppl whom i find, i cannot be a good friend of or who shows less interest in making friends or atleast considering friends.

Smoking is injurious to Health!!!

All those who smoke are really bad, I was fed up with such a notion in my family....but i dont know whether i should really hate ppl who smoke...bcoz it does nt mean those who smoke are not responsible...they are far more responsible than some ppl who dont smoke...
I find many of good friends(good in the sense,they never hurt the feelings of others), smoke to get relaxed from the tedious work...so should they be abused for smoking or leave them to their end...i dont really find any solution,how can i leave my best friends end their life bcoz of an ugly wrapper of tobacco.Should i argue with them?should i give them lectures,why they should stop smoking?will they really listen to me?
I find many ppl who smoke for no reason,bcoz they feel this is the symbol of youth and style.What should we do with such guys?I really think there should be a strong act to ban tobacco and should find a way to bring realisation in the ppl,as no act can stop them from doing some mischievous deed for tht...
I really think ppl who smoke are...Great Investors for UnHealthiness and generous to offer others that unhealthiness for FREE by leaving smoke out ...